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What you read here are true, first-hand accounts of life inside an alternative religious group. What we went through may seem incredible to you. But keep in mind, we were normal, every-day people. Just like you. And we never thought it would happen to us, either.

4.01.2008

How Could I Have Been So Blind?

I woke up this morning and it was like a fog had lifted from my eyes. Really. Everything seemed so clear and I was aghast at what I have done. It's not like I didn't KNOW that this is what the mind does... it has been that way all through history... but to be confronted with it so suddenly was devastating.

I don't really know what to do at this point. I know Angelo lives on the beaches of Kailua now, so I suppose I could use my upcoming vacation to scour the beaches... how large an area can that be? I know if I run into him, he'll understand. He knows the mind after all. In fact, I'm sure if he saw me, we would both crack up laughing.

It's decided then. I'll let you know how it goes...